~~me myself, my friends, and my family~~

zui jin~~

at msn

tooo many friends chat with me

busy la

haha

msn is really kinda

good

&

bad too~

27th of JULY 2009

that day will come to me as a WOOH day

my practical exam

Piano XD

after this wil b Grade 8

after Grade 8 shall i proceed to Diploma?

Dennis was back

He said

"YOYO girl miss u neh"

Janice was gone

She said

"U R LIKE A STRANGER TO ME"

T_T

Janice & Dennis

i just hope our friendship (or relationship) can lastttt 4ever

its kinda warm & sweeet

to be with both of u

*>muacksZ<*

& wats wrong with Janice now ==

i m a stranger??

wats happening?????

AIKS~~~

I took my reportcard yesterday

my friend said

"your mum looks SO young"

"your mum is VERY pretty"

"how OLD is yr mum?"

and i said

"40"

then they said

" HUH....yor...looks like 32 only..."

"HUH....macam yr SISTER nia...."

"HUH......how cum yr mum WONT OLD 1...."

*^_^*

ACTUALLY

>_<

she IS old TO ME

~~no reasonssss~~

just

a young lady who gave me birth at 24

bathed me n cuddled me at a young age

then

she taught me how to WALK & RUN at 25

she taught me how to SPEAK at 26 & i shouted n screamed al the ways

27 she was feeding me porridge & i tossed the plate on the floor

28 she taught me how to WRITE & DRAW & i conteng-conteng on everywhere

29 she fetched me to sch & i cried n sticked to her yelling I M NOT GOING!!

30 she taught me how to do 2x3=6 & i demanded U HELP me to finish it!

31 she gathered a bday party 4 me & i slept after my friends were gone without helping her to clean up the mess

32 she bought an prefect uniform n necktie 4 me & i kept lossing the tie n made her buy again & again (paiseh....accidentally *^^*...)

33 she sent me to tuition - i said i HATE tuition n kept ponteng the tuition 4 many weeks

34 ............

35 ............

36 ............

37 ............

38 ............

39 ............

and eventually she is 40

FROM 24 TO 40

how a BIG change

for a woman

n she spent <17 years> on me

i spent 3 months on my puppy - then my dad sent it to my aunt because i was not taking good care of it

i spent 2 & a 1/2 months on my fishes - then all the fishes died because i was not doing my job well (feeding n changing the water)

i spent 2 months on a pair of ducks - then the 2 ducks died (high fever i guess) because i left them wet (means not blowing them with the blower) after bathed them

i spent half month on a pair of hamster - then 1 of the hamster ate his partner...because i did not feed them regularly

T_T i felt guilty to them

compare to my mum

I M USELESS

>_<

because i CANT even take good care of MYSELF

roughly my mum spent <200 months> on a LIFE

&

roughly i spent <2 months> on a LIFE & it died after being my pet...

^imagine^

if my mum spent 2 months on me & i died after that..........

~~~~~~still an embryo~~~~i died~~~~~

>_<